The Undelivered

Even though one day it will all end, I can't help but take the time to deliver the things that were never meant to send.

I will never be yours, I will never be my own.

No matter who I surround myself with, 

I will always be alone.

Alone in my thoughts, crawling to the dark edge of my desperation.

Grasping at every glimpse of hope,

With tears running down my swelling eyes.

If this is the way it meant to be, then it's the time to accept the fact and let time slip through me. 

Natural standard way of life is non-existent in my eyes.

I tried to be everything for you, the one I hold dear the most.

But I couldn't outlive the lies.

Me and you could never be anew.

Because I'm unavailable for something beyond real and true.

I didn't do the best I was.

Or simply because I will never be enough for you.

It's time to forget that it mattered anyway.

I hope to see you again one day,

Holding that sweet genuine smile of yours.

Sincerely, Sam